@Sonata: HAPPY *belated* BIRTHDAY!!!
Make sure you party hard this weekend
@Acura_Max: I think you're right, but not the word I'm thinking of.
My deputy manager, pretty sure got it in for me. For example, she puts me on glasses (in a bar), collecting, instead of on the tills. I'm collecting the glasses, and then having them wash and sent out. After they're sent out, I put them into their glass areas. Doing this on my own, then the place gets very busy. I'm working faster to help them. So my deputy manager says that they (people on tills including her) will put them into their glass racks. I say okay. I then move much faster, fill all the trays with clean glasses, but I have more glasses and no where to put them because no one has put away the glasses that she said she would. So I move the glasses myself. Then she comes over and asks what I'm doing. I tell her I need the trays to fill the glasses up and she gives a heavy sighs. As if it's my fault for her not putting the fucking glasses away. Seriously, if I never had a lot of patience and composure, I'd have smashed the fucking glass on her head.
Then later in the night she gets us all together and starts saying "some of you guys need to work faster (has a smile while saying it - looking around my direction), we see on the CTTV who is working and who is slacking". Well there is no camera in, or facing the wash room where I am in. And I KNOW she was targeting me with that because she already told me to work faster when there was no fucking customers!
So, the reason why I need that word ^^ for thinking she knowns something but she is actually a fucking bitch and when I eventually quick that job, I'm a break her fucking jaw.